The doing thread…..

still not sure if I am "better"....

trying to do some online shopping….

lmao @ Cpher and Peanut leaving me a voicemail about bratwurst….

crossing my fingers over a potential new foster dog…

fiddling around on the net instead of printing translations for my lesson.

just had wonderful breakfast. am on the tea part.

wanting my job interview yesterday to've worked out.

goin on another interview today.

want this week to be over.

also crossing fingers for mox's potential new foster dog.

Spent nearly all day yesterday as a last minute actor in a student film project…

Feeling like crap, sinuses are on fire…

Getting ready for a quick trip with the kiddo to Easton for some light shopping.  Need one more gift for my wife, and one last thing for my father-in-law.  May try to get the kid to sit on Santa's lap for a picture, but I'm not sure she'll go for that.

Spent all day in the hospital, my bro is 28 and he might have had a heart attack. I'm really freaking out, he has a daughter and I'm not ready to say goodbye. They are keeping him for 5-6 days and running tests. His heartbeat is litterally all over the screen, it's crazy.

Have still only purchased one Christmas gift and am starting to panic a bit….

Missy, keep us posted *worried look*...

He's having an angioplasty right now…..I was told that's the dye test.

Missy, angiogram or angioplasty?  The first looks for a blockage (the dye test you're talking about), but an angioplasty treats a known blockage. 

I was told Angioplasty which makes sense, I was watching him yesterday and his heart was litterally jumping out of his chest, you could see it coming out and it was all wobly and big. He's had a valve leakage since age 19 and he hasn't really been taking his aspirin everyday and exercising etc. Ever since he got with his girlfriend and they had a baby he's gotten more and more stressed and his weight has gone up and up now he's in real trouble with his heart, you could tell he's really thinking about things, hopefully god won't take him and he can better his life.

So it's official my 28 year old brother had a heart attack…....

Oh Missy, I'm so sorry…

Wow, that's really tough - I am sorry for what you and your family must be going through.  I pray for better health for him.

Oh know…I hope they are able to get him back to health!

now maybe I shouldnt be so grumpy about how crappy I feel….cold symptoms wise that is…

freezing my ass off in the negatives….

running out of kleenex….

about ready to drill a hole in my upper sinus' and pour boiling hot water in them…

David, I think we have the same thing.  I think I'm just shy of a full blown sinus infection.  Bah. 

it was all that making out we did with cyber kisses on my birthday. LOL

I went and saw him last night he was watching the Wayne's Bro's old show and laughing. He seemed like his old self but there is still that edge of "is this really happening" ya know. He is doing the Angioplasty today, I made him tell me the exact word, which makes me think they already know that there is a blockage. He was totally scared of doing it but i'm sure he'll be fine. Ok i'm not really sure but I keep praying to god to not take him now. He's stressing about his job, he just got a really great management promotion and now he doesn't know when he can go back to work so he thinks he will lose it. I told him not to stress. I'm still freaking out and then I feel stressed for freaking out cuz it's not happening to me, it's happening to him. I'm spinning, please send good vibes to us, we need it and thanks for all of your support, I really appreciate it.

*good vibin'*

*hugs*

I hope everything goes well with the surgery and recovery for him.

Vibing for Missy's brother.

Thinking I made a really dumb move tonight with someone i am interested in.

Glad my favourite Survivor from this past season added me as a facebook friend.

In disbelief that Christmas is so close.

Hoping to get shopping done

Saying a prayer for Missy's brother…

Sick with pneumonia…

Wishing I could sleep…or rest….or pass out…anything…too uncomfortable with pain…breathing…fever…steroids…all of it…

Wondering if I made the right choice begging not to be hospitalized…

Thinking probably not…I don't think I'll get any rest here…

Thinking I should probably call my doctor in the morning and agree to the hospitalization…

Just thankful that my Christmas shopping is done…except for stocking stuffers…Chip's going to have to handle that…

Sorry that I didn't get Christmas cards out this year…there's just been too much…